Natural beauty, inspirational nature

Chapter 13

After dinner, he suggested: "Let's go for a walk in the neighborhood."

I readily agreed: "Okay, the scenery here is very good."

We walked and chatted along the way, but basically I was talking and he was listening. He said very little, and I didn't pay much attention to it. I thought maybe it was because we were not familiar with each other when we met for the first time.And I think even if he has a restrained personality, I don't hate him.Because I'm a girl who doesn't like to talk too much, but I seem more natural and lively in front of him.

The water of Jinji Lake is shimmering, and the lake view of the water and the sky makes people feel refreshed and happy.I wanted to walk more by the lake and breathe the fresh and refreshing air, but he turned around and took me to an unknown small park on the edge of Jinji Lake.

Soon we came to a relatively secluded grove, and he saw a small stone pier beside him, so he sat down and refused to leave. I saw that the surrounding scenery was a bit messy, so I wanted to quickly bypass this place and continue walking. I asked suspiciously: "Let's go, why don't you go?"

He replied calmly: "I'm tired, let's take a break first. You sit down too."

"Okay, you're tired after just walking for a while?" I reproached in a low voice, and when I was about to sit down, he grabbed my waist with his big hands and picked me up Leaning on his lap.

I was a little startled by his sudden action. I tried to stand up in a panic, but when I looked up, I saw his slender and thick eyelashes. I couldn't help exclaiming in my heart: Oh my god, these eyelashes are amazing, even better than girls'.

Just as I held my breath to admire his eyelashes, he suddenly started staring straight at my mouth, his eyes were hot and hot, and my face flushed instantly, he approached my face and asked me: "How long has it been since you kissed me?" gone?"

I thought to myself: What is this for? Is this the plot of an idol drama?But we've just met, isn't this pace too fast?So I wanted to refuse, but before I could answer, he provoked me on purpose and said, "What? You dare not?"

Looking at that pretty face, I thought to myself that my sister is not a yellow-haired girl who has never been in a relationship, but every time I meet a boy, I am so reserved and shy, am I too conservative?How bad would it be to lose a good relationship because of refusal?Forget it, sister, I'm going all out, and I won't suffer from being kissed by a handsome guy. It's better to be active than passive, so I immediately replied, "Why don't you dare?"

After speaking, he closed his eyes and bravely met his lips.

After things have passed, I still feel that the kiss back then was too hasty and hasty for me. We didn't know each other, and we liked each other just by chance?

No, wait, I am not the type who would be easily tempted just because of the first appearance of liking. At that time, I didn't know that he was so eager to seduce me. What was he trying to prove?It was only later that I gradually understood his true intentions.

In the following short month of getting along, every time we dated, he showed a look of impatience. Because of the first kiss that came out of nowhere for no apparent reason, I no longer wanted to easily agree to any unreasonable requests from him. , I said that if you really want to associate with me, you don't have to be so eager. You still need to pay attention to your words and deeds in public.

His performance makes any girl think that he is very horny, he is the kind of boy who can't control his body and desire when he meets a girl he likes.Because of this, I always feel that a gentleman is a good lady, at least there will be no physical problems for such a handsome guy with vigorous blood.But because of the self-esteem, self-love and self-protection mentality of a girl before marriage, the more "anxious" he behaves, the more insecure I feel, and the less I want two people to have substantive "sex" in a short period of time.

A month later, he said that the company would soon send him to Tianjin for a business trip, which would take two months.

So before the business trip, I specially cooked some delicious dishes to see him off in the rented room. He said that his family raised crabs themselves, and brought some female crabs from my hometown for me to eat. I was very happy.When my mother heard that he was going on a business trip, she proposed to meet him before his business trip, and he agreed, so I logically arranged for them to meet.

When my mother saw him, she also thought that the boy was handsome and didn't talk much, but he seemed to have a calm personality.She also secretly said to me: "You are divorced and he is unmarried, and he doesn't dislike you. Such a boy is very rare. You two have a good talk, and you must have a good relationship."

In fact, I know it myself. Although his job is very ordinary, he is only a sales assistant for the time being, and his monthly salary is meager, but he seems to be self-motivated and willing to endure hardships. Every time the company sends him on a business trip to other City, he went without saying a word.

The most important point is that during the few years when I was single, it was not that no one introduced me, nor did I meet boys who I thought I could talk to, mainly those boys with relatively good conditions. When I was with you, I would take the initiative to express my love and admiration, and wanted to pursue me, but when I introduced that I was divorced, my attitude towards me immediately changed 180 degrees, showing a very surprised and unacceptable attitude Some of them even "spoken rudely" to me.

So my family always advised me not to tell the other party that I was divorced when we first started talking, otherwise they would shut you out completely before they knew the real you. It will be a big loss.

The words are true, but I always feel that if I date people without telling my basic situation, then the person I know cannot be regarded as the completely real me.I think that for my conditions, if you can accept it from the beginning, you can accept it. If you can’t accept it from the beginning, you can hide it from him for a while, but you can’t hide it from him forever.

This kind of thing is often justified by the public and justified by the mother-in-law. There is no right or wrong. It just depends on who you stand on and what angle you look at.If I hide my marital status as my family told me, I will not be able to pass the test if I am too honest, so when I first met him online, I told him the truth about my past. After he said he didn't mind my marital status, I agreed to the first date, and only then did I start the formal relationship.

(End of this chapter)