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Chapter 14 He Sang the "National Anthem" for Me

The happy time is always so short. We have just been dating for a month, and we have only met 1 times, but we will soon face parting. On the day he went to Tianjin for a business trip, I went to see him off.When I saw him off, I reluctantly said to him: I will wait for you to come back.He just smiled, remained silent, and left without looking back...

At that time, I was still working in an advertising company in Suzhou, and the advertising orders continued to flow in every day, so in fact, he and I both had our own jobs and careers to be busy. We both said that a new marriage is better than a new marriage. , I don't really care about this brief separation.I think if the two feelings last for a long time, how can they be in the same day and night?
Although the work of the advertising company was busy at the beginning, it was not very hard.Because the company hired three designers, one design director, and me, a designer born in the 80s, and another designer born in the 90s who entered at the same time as me, the three of us worked together in a division of labor, and the work arrangement was orderly , I can basically complete the existing workload before leaving get off work every day, and I don't often need to work overtime.So after get off work, I also have a lot of time to chat with Xinbao and connect with him.

But the good times didn't last long. The design director and the little girl born in the 90s had a bit of a personality disagreement. The two always "fighted chickens and chickens" when they were together. Wrong, I was fired by the company for this reason.

The relationship between people is always very delicate. When you don't like me, in fact, I usually don't like you.The director disliked the girl for her inexperience and clumsiness. She had to ask her how to do it over and over again when designing anything, which made her very annoyed. The little girl complained to me: No matter what I do, she is not satisfied.I can only ask her about everything, and I will be scolded if I ask, I feel like she is going to break me down.

Others can do nothing to help them in their disputes. In fact, for newcomers who have just entered the workplace, they have had the experience of being rejected by old employees, which is unavoidable.In the face of the "master", you can't fight hard, you can only choose the strategy of "obedient, obedient, and flattering more", because you have to learn skills, you can only find out the temper of the master, and smooth it out?

The way to survive in the workplace is that you must be capable yourself, and others can’t touch you, just like the director who always gets angry with the little girl, but always treats me kindly, because my design experience is not as long as hers, but I know design software better than her. She has a lot of things, the design director will know it, and occasionally she will come to ask me, and it happens that she doesn't like the "talkative" subordinates, and my personality of "doing more and talking less" is in line with her temper, so we are together No fights.But when you are not full-fledged and have no real skills, if you have a direct conflict with others at this time, others will look down on you and want to move you easily, and they will catch you and "sweep you out" at any time .

To be honest, I don’t really dislike that little girl. Although she is inexperienced and likes to ask questions non-stop, she simply has no intentions. Once she understands the technical problems, things can still be handled. In a few months, I also helped the company complete a lot of trivial small orders.

After she left, all her design tasks were put on me alone, and all orders, big and small, came to me. I was so busy every day, I worked overtime every day until midnight, and every night I "played" back home by myself.Sitting in the car in the middle of the night and listening to the song "Night Returning from the City" played by the driver, I feel a little sore in the nose and have the urge to cry——

If the heart knows the direction of consonance,
Even if we can't stay together day and night,

The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream,
Please warm his heart,

Seeing through the gathering and scattering of the world,

Can you have more happy moments?
The moonlight in the city illuminates the dream,
Please stand by his side,

If we can meet again one day,
Let happiness spread throughout the night

This song appropriately sang my mood at that time. During that time, I missed Xinbao very much. A woman like me has a strong appearance. When facing work and career, she always looks like an old lady. The posture of a "female man" who can be done well, in fact, there are times when people are soft and fragile in their hearts and need to be protected by love. I have suffered the pain of losing a loved one when I was young, and I have experienced a disaster in marriage. I really hope that someone can really walk away. Come into my heart and accompany me through the second half of my life steadily.

I have worked in an advertising company for more than half a year. I am often so busy that I don’t even have time to drink water and go to the toilet. I stay up late and work overtime every now and then, which makes my body’s resistance worse than before.

One day when I went back in the middle of the night, my waist suddenly changed from a slight, faint pain to a severe pain.I tossed and turned in bed, unable to sleep, the pain was very familiar.

I remembered that I had experienced the same pain twice in the last unit after my divorce. The pain was so painful that I couldn't stand upright. I went to the hospital for an examination and found out that it was a kidney stone.Someone once asked me what kind of pain kidney stones are. I can't describe the pain. The doctor said that the pain level of kidney stones is 11, second only to labor pain.

The doctor said that you, as a designer, must often sit still, do not eat breakfast, lack of exercise, and drink too little water, all of which are prone to stone formation.Later, the doctor prescribed Chinese medicine for stone removal and told me to go back and fry it.I climbed up and down the stairs in the corridor every day, filling myself with big cups of water, seven or eight cups of water a day, which is equivalent to the amount of a large bottle of boiled water. After two days, when I pee, a small piece can be seen with the naked eye. Powdery coagulum, just fine.

But "Junshi" didn't let me go. One year later, because of staying up late and working overtime for a long time, it suddenly visited and had an attack that night.I thought to myself that it might be because I have been busy with work recently, often forget to drink water and exercise less, so the pebbles began to grow again.I was very annoyed for a while, hating myself for having such a strange disease and making it a habit.I was lying on the bed in pain and weeping.

I sent a message to Xinbao: Are you asleep?

I thought it would be very late, he must have fallen asleep, and it was impossible to pay attention to me, but he came back immediately and asked me: What's wrong?
I said: I have a stomachache. It seems that I have not exercised recently and I have developed stones again.It hurts like this before.It's so late, I can only hold on, stay up until the morning and then get up and take a taxi to the hospital.

He replied to me immediately after receiving it: Feifei, come on, it’s okay, you are the strongest.Drink more water and exercise more.

I said: Well, I know.But I'm really in pain, it's almost to death, can you sing a song for me?Maybe I can be better?

I rolled on the bed in pain, clutching the quilt tightly with my hands, I couldn't find a way to divert my attention, and suddenly thought of asking him to sing to me.

Unexpectedly, he really dialed my mobile phone and said to the mobile phone: "Are you ready? I'm going to sing."

I said, "Well, you sing. I'm listening."

"Cough~" He coughed twice, cleared his throat, and began to sing loudly:

"Arise - you who will not be slaves - and build our new Wall with our flesh."

I was made to cry and laugh by the sudden "National Anthem".I didn't expect him to have such a funny and warm side despite his simple and honest appearance.I admit that I was really moved by that "National Anthem" at that time, and my affection for him escalated again.

But many years later, when I think back to the most touching thing he has done for me, it turns out that this is the only thing and nothing else.

There is a saying that distant relatives are not as good as close neighbors. After that, I still couldn’t bear the pain. With the help of the landlord next door (the landlord is a girl who is about my age and works in a factory, she and her boyfriend live next door to me), I worked hard. to the hospital.

(End of this chapter)