Natural beauty, inspirational nature

Chapter 6 College Times
During my four years in college, I completely got rid of the shadow of my past life and regained my self-confidence, sunshine, cheerfulness and love to laugh.My major is art design, and all I study are courses that I like and am good at, such as "art theory", "design history", "advertising graphic design", "decorative design" and other design subjects, as well as "advertising copywriting". Writing", "College English", "Ma Zhe" and other subjects related to liberal arts.

Because most of the art candidates do not have good English and computer skills, but my English and computer scores have always been very good. I was selected as a "study committee member" as soon as I entered school. The radio station contributed and was often published, so at the end of the semester, I was awarded credits for my specialty every time, and I won the first-class scholarship almost every year.

When I was a freshman, I participated in the election of the student union, and my senior brothers and sisters unanimously elected me as the head of the study department of the department's student union as the judges. Self-study psychology courses, appreciate the mysteries of psychology, and learn self-psychological construction and psychological adjustment; in my junior year, I participated in the election of the school radio station and was hired as the editor of the radio station; Almost all the students who are a few years younger than me know me, and they call me "Sister Fei" affectionately.Because I am lively and cheerful, I like to communicate and share with others. After being elected as the chairman of the department's student union, the juniors who are a year younger than me often talk to me and ask me for advice.Let's talk about study, life, and dreams together.

In the past four years, I have actively participated in various cultural activities in the school. I have left my own wonderful performances in the singing competition and recitation competition. With a free and unrestrained heart, a wide range of hobbies, and a friendly side, I found my self-confident and cheerful self who loves to talk, love to laugh, met elite students from all walks of life in the school, and made many friends.

At that time, I was round and chubby, and I was always shouting to lose weight, but whether it was running or playing ball, it had little effect.In order to protect myself from wolves while exercising, I even went to the boxing gym to sign up to practice Taekwondo.But even though I was tossing and tossing, I didn't lose a pound of weight. Exercise just made my body stronger (laughing and crying).

At the end of one semester, I was about to leave the Taekwondo gym. I also asked our class monitor "Little Bee" to carry a professional camera and go to the gym for me to take pictures for me. I smiled and said to him: In this way, you can still finish the photoshoot Class assignment left by the teacher.

The squad leader and I are good buddies, we don’t have the kind of affection between a man and a woman towards each other, but we have the kind of "good friends" who agree with each other. When we get together, we will have endless common topics, so I came out He will basically agree and support any idea.

At that time, my hair had grown gradually, I was wearing two ponytails, I was wearing a black and white Taoist uniform, and I was handsome in roundabout kicks. He lay on the ground and helped me take a wonderful moment.In college, I was not only good friends with him, I got along well with most of my classmates.Therefore, my college life rarely had sad or sad moments, and it was basically full of laughter.

But in the memories of youth, there are occasional small disturbances. I remember that when I was a freshman, I had short hair. The class girl in the same dorm, in front of her new handsome boyfriend in the next class, suddenly pointed at me and smiled. He said with a smile: Look at her, does she look a lot like that fat comedian H?I was a little annoyed, I knew she was making fun of me.

When I went back, I asked other classmates, and I said, "Do you think I look alike to H?" They looked at me in surprise and said, "Who said that? How do you look like her? You and her have completely different looks and figures, okay?" Is it? She is fat, and you are plump, but you have short hair like her, and you are a little chubby."

Banhua, who has a charming appearance, is indeed a stunner in the eyes of boys. She wears a tight-fitting hip skirt every day, exposing her sexy collarbone and thighs. Whenever she walks in front of the dormitory, the boys passing by can't help but behind her ass Blow a long whistle.But once you arrive at the dormitory, you may feel nauseous when you see her bed and seat.

Because every time she eats all kinds of leftover food waste, if other roommates don’t help her clean it up, she can pile it on the table at will for several months, and she won’t clean it up when she has green hair or maggots. During the major sanitation inspection, our roommates couldn't stand it anymore and could only bite the bullet and help her deal with it.

Her handsome boyfriend probably couldn't have imagined in his dreams that a beautiful woman who went out to dress up, the bed was full of dirty clothes, and the table was full of garbage. She just ate and slept every day. Go to the middle of a pile of dirty clothes and smelly socks, and then lie motionless in the middle of the "hill".

She often talks on the phone with her boyfriend or netizens until dawn, and then skips class the next day to go to bed. She sleeps until we return from class in the afternoon, and she is still "lying dead" on the bed.She is jealous that I get the scholarship every year, and says that the grapes are sour when I can't eat grapes. She said that she doesn't care about the scholarship at all.She didn't know that I never disdain to go through the back door with the teacher, and I always speak based on my strength.But I don't want to argue with such a person, and pretend I didn't hear it.

When I was in junior year, I grew long hair and straightened it. Girls grow long hair, which adds a bit of femininity.They all said that I look good with long hair, and my cuteness reveals an intellectual softness.One evening self-study, I was sitting in my seat to practice calligraphy, her boyfriend came to look for her, when he passed by my seat, he suddenly took a few steps backwards and looked at me in surprise: "Hey, who is this beauty? "I looked up and saw that it was him, so I ignored it. He saw that it was me and smiled awkwardly.

At that moment, my inner OS: Didn’t you say that I look like H, so in the aesthetic standard of a handsome guy, H with long hair is also a beauty?Why look at and define a person's beauty and ugliness so superficially, the outer beauty can't stand the scrutiny of time, the inner beauty will shine forever like a gem.

Later, I heard that the handsome guy broke up with Ban Hua not long after. The reason is unknown. I only vaguely heard that the handsome guy fell in love with Ban Hua from another class, so my Ban Hua cried for several days because of the broken love.

To be honest, I have never envied a girl like the "Banhua" in our class. The charming appearance may only attract the patronage of love for a while.But getting along for a long time must not only rely on external attraction.Regardless of fat or thin, I accept my imperfect self at the moment. Compared with the glamorous and vain external beauty, I pursue the inner beauty of sincerity, kindness and noble character.

In the four years of college, I have never felt inferior because of being fat. It may be because I have good grades, good personality, and a wide range of hobbies. Almost no one around me notices my appearance. Most of my classmates are kind and friendly, and they praise me for my good looks. She is very cute, and she is also envious of my natural good skin. My good friend "Duck Down" often joked to me and said: Feifei, your skin is so good, I really want to take a bite.Every time at this time, I would say sourly, I still envy your water snake waist, boys are all fans of girls with such a perfect figure, right?When I can have such a beautiful figure, I will wake up with a smile in my dreams.Then everyone burst into a "hahaha" laugh, and they said: Cheng Yifei, with your baby face, if you want to match your slender figure, wouldn't that be an angel face with a devil figure?
When I was innocent and young, I also received a love letter from my junior. He pretended to be mysterious and carved the traces of words on my notebook with a pen that ran out of ink.Up to now, I can’t quite remember what was written in that “love letter without words”, but I only remember that the general meaning of the handwriting is:
Sister, I have been paying attention to you for a long time. You with two pigtails are like a beautiful, lovely, innocent and romantic angel in my heart. Your voice is really special, and you are very charming when you study hard.I believe that you in the future will be able to realize the loftier ideals in your heart!Rooting for you!

Although I have no way of knowing his name, being secretly in love with, receiving sincere appreciation and blessings is also a good memory worth collecting during the university years.

When you open your heart to the world and greet it with a sincere, kind, cheerful and optimistic smile, the world will also warmly respond to you with a sincere and kind smile.No one knows that the fat, cute girl with two braids who likes to sing loudly on the tree-lined path of the campus used to hide behind a high mountain of books in silence, often secretly wiped her tears, wrote BLUE GIRL who writes melancholy poems.

At that time, I already understood that there is no spoiler in the script of life.No one can write your future life for you. You are the only "hardworking screenwriter" of your life drama and the brave helm of your destiny. The person who can decide whether your life is bright and wonderful or gloomy is not destiny It is your attitude towards fate, and the life choices you make every time you stand at a crossroads.

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