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Chapter 64 Women chasing men across the "Sahara"

Everything in this world can be obtained through hard work, but love is something that you may not get even if you work hard.

Because marriage is not what you want, Yuelao can package it and express it to you at any time.When you meet the right fate and wait for the right person, you may have to spend N years of lonely waiting.

Some people have never met their own love and a good relationship in their whole life. They don't know what true love is until they die. They have never "loved" someone very much, nor have they been "loved very much".I only know that day after day, year after year, I have to work at sunrise and rest at sunset in ordinary fleeting years.In reluctance and improvisation, for the sake of living and the worldly expectations of her parents and family, she married someone she didn't like.

I don't want to be that tragic.I am a person who is calm and peaceful on the outside, and keeps silent most of the time, but in my heart I hope and believe that life can be colorful, love can be vigorous, and hard work can create miracles.

Life is short and precious, it’s hard to come to the world for a while, and finally meet a man I love and love, I don’t want to be separated from him in the sea of ​​people like this, I don’t want my fate with Xiaoyu to bloom like this Each place is fragrant.

I went to the dating website to check his profile, luckily he didn’t block me there, I can still send him a letter, I tentatively sent him a few messages, but unfortunately he never logged on to that platform again, naturally he didn’t Will see my mail.

I wanted to bring him back so much, I searched his WeChat account over and over again, but unfortunately I couldn't find it anymore.

I was in pain and trouble, and my rationality and self-esteem told me that people don’t like you, they don’t like you anymore, why do you still think about them?He is not the only man in this world. Could it be that without him you would not find a partner, fall in love or get married?Fight me a little bit, okay?

But another voice in my heart is always reminding me: Love needs to be fought for, and fate must be created by oneself.

Sensibility comes out to fight with rationality from time to time, and it tells me: You obviously like him so much in your heart, and you miss him every day, and you simply can’t let him go, why do you want to ask others to block you?It’s all right now, wechat has been blocked and deleted, and nothing can be seen anymore, and the fate between you will never be brought back to life.

I know you want to get back fate, but there is a sea of ​​people, where do you go to get him back out of thin air?Life is not like a TV series. You can still imagine that because the hero and heroine missed each other, on a light rainy afternoon, they each came to the place where the two met for the first time. It is a dreamy scene where they meet again unexpectedly. ?

In your world, he is your destined hero, but in his world, maybe you are just a humble passerby?
Whenever I think of this, I feel sad and troubled in my heart.In reality, there is nowhere to put this emotional burden, and because of my face, I can't find a reliable colleague or friend to complain about, so I can only find strangers in the online world to pour out my bitterness.

When I met Xiaoyu, I just started playing a dating app called "Soul".I mentioned it to him, and he said that he also used this software and took a personality test on it.

Wechat is full of acquaintances, either classmates or colleagues, colleagues or clients, or clients or aunts or aunts, so I can only express my sunny, warm and lovely side as much as possible in the circle of friends.

So you post delicious food, beautiful photos, happiness and happiness, everyone is happy together, everyone is happy, but you post the troubles of being urged to marry when you are older, you post the troubles of broken love, you post the troubles of unemployment, you post the troubles of not having money, you try try?
Seven aunts and eight aunts will come to you every minute for "heart-to-heart talks", relatives and friends will worry about you, but hidden enemies in the circle of friends will snicker behind your back, wishing to publicize your downfall and failure to the whole world.The so-called "love hurts, enemies fast" is nothing more than that.

So I don't know when, the circle of friends has become a platform that can only show happiness and happiness, but cannot show the true self.The older I get, the more I feel this.

The "soul" is very different. You don't have to worry about revealing a little sadness between the lines in your words, it will be infinitely magnified and over-interpreted by "people with a heart".You also don't have to worry that you won't be understood and tolerated if you make a serious and profound analysis of things and express your truest voice.

Everyone doesn't know each other, even if they fight for different opinions and break up badly, you still have the freedom to terminate the chat at any time and block the other party with one click.So unconsciously, I regard this software as my spiritual home, the habitat of my soul.

I, who was troubled by emotional problems, found a chat with a stranger who I didn’t know at all one day. He had no personal photos for a moment, and he was naked and didn’t have any information. Itchy life, I don't care what he looks like, I just regard him as "Mr. Tree Hole" who can confide his troubles temporarily.

Mr. Tree Hole is more competent than I imagined. He is so patient that he listens to me telling him stories about me and Xiaoyu every day.

He would encourage me every time, telling me to pursue the boys I like boldly. The words he said the most were: women chasing men, interlayer gauze.You have to take the initiative, you are such a good girl, he has no reason not to be tempted.You can’t just miss it without taking action every day, you can’t just send messages to confess, you must confess in reality.Brother, I support you, you can definitely do it.

I said: You don't understand, women chasing men, interlayer gauze, it depends on what kind of object it is.My male god is so good, I chased him not by love, but by Sahara.I do have a brave heart to chase after love, but the key people have blocked me and deleted me, and I don’t know where he lives. Without his address, I can’t find him. How can I chase him in reality?You can't go to his dream, can you?

I sent a blank expression, and he replied with a suspicious expression, asking me: Don't you have any other contact information for him? Didn't he give you his mobile phone number or something?
I had no choice but to answer: If I had to give the phone number, the matter would not have developed to the point of "the end of the road".Now unless I find out where he works, I have no way of knowing where he is.Fate can only be missed forever.

I just complained and complained to strange netizens on the Internet, and at the end of the vomit, a flash of light suddenly appeared in my mind, and I remembered the dialogue between the two of us when I was dating him for the first time——

"The beauty hospital I work for has dozens of branches in China and branches abroad. It is considered a big name in the medical beauty industry."

"Well, that's quite powerful. My company is a paint manufacturer, and it has become a leader in the industry." He was a little unwilling to show weakness, and then he also said the strength of their company.

Based on this clue alone, I seemed to be guided by the heavens, and I felt that it would be possible for me to find this company.

The human mind is an extremely powerful thing, and I relied on this "silver hope" to start looking for the whereabouts of the male god.

I searched for keywords such as "paint" in ** city in the Baidu search engine, and Baidu automatically jumped out a lot of company names related to paint. Among them, a name called "Tianxing" attracted my attention. The first instinct should be A big company, I opened the webpage with one click, and saw the address of this company.

Because although I don't know the specific address of his unit, but I have asked him which district he works in. After reading the detailed address of their company, my sixth sense tells me that this company is probably the company where my male god works. .

But I really had no idea at the time. After all, many paint companies in this city popped up on the Internet. Even in the same district, there are not only this paint factory, but dozens of factories. God knows where he is. What about a company to work for?

"If I just go my own way like this and jump to this unit on a whim of impulse, if I can't ask Yu Qingyuan after a round of questioning, it will not only be a waste of effort to fetch water from a bamboo basket, I Where will I put my face? What do people from these factories think of me as a weird woman? They won't regard me as a "slut"?

This **** industrial park is so big, finding someone who doesn't know the details is like looking for a needle in a haystack.Are you sure you want to do something stupid like this? "

I asked myself N times in my heart, but I couldn't make a decision for a long time.

But I still think of him from time to time every day. He seems to be a shadow that I can't shake off, and he has taken root and sprouted in my heart.

Every night before going to bed, I do emotional Tarot divination. Only after listening to the fortune teller's emotional psychoanalysis can I fall asleep.

I often predict my relationship with him, such as "Will you and the person in your heart meet again? Does he miss you after separation? Is it possible for you to get back together?" Such divination topics.

Although I also know that Tarot divination is mostly a bit of idealistic metaphysics, but I think this thing is very positive anyway, not dark, no matter whether the cards you draw are good or bad, the Tarot fortune-teller will know every time Do positive emotional analysis and thinking guidance for you, so I think it has a positive effect on healing the soul.

But every time we are "destined fate, we are destined to meet again", I am so excited and burst into tears.

Mr. Shudong laughed at me for being too deeply poisoned, and was haunted by a person I had only met once. I said: Yes, I am poisoned by love flowers, and he is the only antidote for me.

In fact, just after I returned to Changzhou from Guilin, an advertising company asked me to go to work. It was because I didn’t prefer advertising companies, and I wanted to wait two days to see if there were any other enterprises and institutions recruiting graphic designers.

But when I woke up the next morning, I suddenly felt that I could no longer wait in silence like this. Whether it is love or career, taking the initiative to attack is like my personal style of Cheng Yifei.

Good business units will definitely not be found for a while, and their employees will insist on finding new jobs until the end of the year and the coming year. Where will there be vacancies for me to fill the gap?Why don't we go to an advertising agency for a while starting next week.

Before that, while I still have free time, I must act and do something for my "love"!

(End of this chapter)