Natural beauty, inspirational nature

Chapter 78

As the epidemic situation in Japan becomes more and more serious, I am more and more worried about Xiaoyu's safety.Years ago, I added him with two WeChat IDs, one of which was my regular account, we had blocked each other and deleted it long ago, and the other was my new account that I created a few years ago in order to get back to him, and was later blocked by him blacken.

But I don't know whether he deleted that account besides blocking it.I am not willing to block and delete this account, because of the painful lesson of the first WeChat account, I know that the consequence of both blocking and deleting is that it is impossible to add the other party's account in this life.

So I saw that after he blocked me, the message could not be sent, and I locked him in the small black room when I got angry, but I thought about it again and again, and finally I was not willing to delete him.

During the period when the epidemic was at home, I often released his WeChat profile picture in the small dark room, and clicked on his profile picture to see his circle of friends.

The result is obvious, every time it is opened, there is only a black interval line in Moments, and the gray background wall above the interval line, even his century-old lonely personality signature that will not change for 100 years is no longer visible.

But I still click on his profile picture and circle of friends repeatedly every day like a bewilderment.Then one day, a strange "Oolong" incident happened inexplicably.

As usual, I pulled his account, clicked on his profile picture, and then clicked into Moments, thinking that what I saw must still be a desert.As a result, the gray background wall above the line unexpectedly turned into a photo set by his previous circle of friends. Not only that, but his personal signature also reappeared.Seeing this scene in front of me, I was as excited as if I saw him suddenly appearing in front of me, and I was so excited that I jumped up from the seat beside the desk.

I thought to myself: I am missing him, and he is silently peeping at his Moments, but I didn’t expect this Wannian iceberg "ACECOOL" to also be calling me, peeping at me?
Seeing this situation, I was afraid that he would notice that I was looking at him, so I was so excited and shy that I immediately set his account into the blacklist again.

In this way, for the next half a month, I used this method to commemorate the lost friendship between us, and also used this method to confirm that my male god was safe.

The amazing thing is that the male god in my heart and I seem to have a real sympathy and telepathy with each other. Many times I just look at him for nothing, and it doesn't take long for him to look at me for nothing.

In the first few times, I was afraid that it was a problem with the false display of the system, so I deliberately tried to keep my eyes on the phone after whitening, and stared at the changes in the screen.

I found that the circle of friends of male gods does not change like this every time.There are a few times, even if I pull white, his circle of friends still has no change, the background wall is still gray, and there is still no word in the signature.

On the contrary, this made me feel very at ease, because there is no such thing as a coincidence in this world, it is impossible that every time I think about him, he just happens to be looking at me, right?

"His Moments haven't changed in any way, which means that the male god didn't pull my WeChat account, otherwise, once he pulls, I will definitely be able to see the background wall photos and signatures of his Moments. "I secretly thought foolishly and smiled foolishly.

WeChat circle of friends hit my "red heart" again like an arrow in Cupid's hand, and the light of love that was about to dim in my heart was lit again.

From this, I became more certain of my previous speculation, that is, Xiaoyu didn't talk about his new girlfriend at all, and that message was just sent to me under the guise of his girlfriend in order to force me to let go.

In the next month, whenever the epidemic became more serious and I felt particularly confused about the future, whenever I felt very lonely and missed him very much, I would click on his circle of friends and wait for him to see me After whitening him, whitening me also seemed to be a little secret between my two hearts.

I thought that the male god had me in his heart, but he just didn’t dare to admit it, because if he really had a girlfriend, it would be impossible for him to click on other girls’ heads every three days to peek at the friends who follow each other when the epidemic is so severe lock up.

Yes, I really thought so at the time. At the end of 2019, after I met the male god and officially said goodbye, I realized that I was shot in the heart by the god of love day by day. .

God let me meet him on a well-known dating website.Maybe it's "predestined", or maybe it's "doomed", from the moment I saw his photo, I felt very excited about him.

When I miss him, I often stare at his photos on dating websites or WeChat profile pictures, and it takes me a long time to see them. (Now that I think about it, this is really typical unrequited love).

There was a masculine yet gentle heroism in his eyes and brows, and the curves of his eyes were curved like a crescent moon.His facial features, his body shape, and every cell of his body seem to be based on my aesthetic point. When he speaks, he is either cold or humorous or cute. Every expression of his presence makes me fascinated , Every word he said to me is deeply engraved in my mind.

But that message in the early morning became a thorn in my heart that couldn't be removed. It hurt my fiery heart deeply. Every time I think about it, I feel extremely heartbroken and tears flow uncontrollably.

Although every time I see him posting his WeChat account, he will also post my WeChat account in a short time, which makes me feel that he should also care about me in his heart, but I still can't confirm the message sent in the early morning. Is it written by himself, or by his girlfriend, or it may be the result of the two of them discussing together.

Both my best friend and Mr. Shudong felt that I was entangled with this point, which seemed to make no sense.Because the reality is a foregone conclusion, no matter who posted it, I can't change the ending of "natural selection, I have been eliminated by him in this relationship".

But they don't understand my inner world. It was originally an emotional entanglement between me and him. I think it is a gentleman's behavior only for him to explain and tell the truth himself.He didn't tell me personally before the trip that he caused me to be "innocently raped" in front of his girlfriend. This kind of humiliation and injury really made me hard to let go in my life.

And they don't know that the reason why I struggle with that point is because if it wasn't his girlfriend who posted it, but he himself, then I can still understand and forgive everything he has done.

In other words, if my hypothesis is true, that is, the male god didn’t really talk about his girlfriend, but just made up information to tell me to let me go because of family opposition or other human factors, it means that he really has difficulties Yes, he does have me in his heart, which naturally means to me that I still have the opportunity to continue to pursue him and our fate.

As long as there is a slight chance, there is a slight possibility, I will not give up first, I have this attitude when facing work, adversity, or even disease, and I naturally do the same when facing love. Words are still the once-in-a-century love in life.How can I, Cheng Yifei, give up easily?
(End of this chapter)